A day all about Love
A day about beautiful red hearts
A day of celebrating the ones you love
Today is Valentine’s Day
I Hate Valentine’s Day, I have for 18 years and I feel like I will continue to do so throughout my life time here on this earth
You see, my heart is not completely whole and a pretty red like most. Yes, it’s a full functioning organ that is keeping me alive, but when a piece of your heart literally dies, it’s not a pretty red and it’s not full
A piece of my heart died 18 years ago today!
I never got to say goodbye and I never met you face to face, but I knew you. Our two hearts shared a place, a place where they would beat side by side.
I felt you kick and flutter around, I picked out your name, and I saw you in my dreams every night and slept great knowing I would soon meet you, not just in my dreams.
I saw you
As you and I grew bigger and your heart and mine continued to beat together, I would catch myself thinking about how I couldn’t wait to hold you, rocking you to sleep as I sang sweet lullabies, all as I snuggled you tight and close to my heart, my heart that beat along with yours.
I’m sorry I never got to meet you
I’m sorry I never got to hold you
You passed away 18 years ago today on Valentine’s Day.
We don’t know why, but your little heart just stopped beating together with mine. That piece of my heart that was linked and beating with yours, well it died that day too.
Even though we’ve never met
I know you
I felt you
I love you
Please don’t make me say “Happy Valentine’s Day” because that piece of my heart is gone. I love you my sweet angel baby...you hold THAT piece of my heart, always have and always will.